And there he was

Charlie had been climbing out of his crib for about a month now but we have refused to change his crib over to a toddler bed, just cause most times he does stay in. Well, last night he decided to climb out repeatedly, 9 TIMES!! So I finally told him if he comes out again, he gets a spanking. He didn't come out of the room, but I knew he was out of his crib. I just let him be and finally didn't hear any noise coming from his room. When I went to bed, I checked on him. Sure enough, he wasn't in his crib. I looked all over and found him under the chair fast asleep.

I guess we are converting the bed today, so he doesn't break his neck!

Mother's Day Blues

Mother's Day is supposed to be a great day when moms don't have to do much. Today was a day that I realized that I should have almost a mother for the second time around this mother's day. I feel like I'm holding on too hard, but I'm hoping with time that this pain will fade.

You never said you're leaving

You never said goodbye

You were gone before I knew it

and only God knows why

A million times I needed you,

a million times I cried

If love alone could have saved you

you never would have died

In live I loved you dearly

In death I love you still

in my heart you hold a place

that no one else can fill

It broke my heart to lose you

but you didn't go alone

For part of me went with you

the day God took you home.

I Love you Baby V, and miss you on this mother's day.